I haven’t said a lot here; more on Twitter… we have had to change churches. Our new pastor understands why.

Important: see the 5/11/09 addition at the end of this post!

So – WOWOWOWOWOWOW is all I can really say. :D

I think we found a new church right off the bat.

Plan A had been to try out half a dozen or so different churches and see where we “fit”. We’d even decided on the one I found Saturday with the Really Great Website (and we heard later in the day that they’re a really great church but probably not what we were hoping for)

I woke up like a shot a few min before the alarm went off, because God told me, “Kathi, today is a new day.”

So at 8:30 or so yesterday morning, our old friend Tommy called us. We went to Calvary together, and after left, they did too for different reasons. Tommy had told us about their new church before and we thought it sounded great – but it wasn’t the right time to even visit. Well, we shifted gears and drove to High Point yesterday morning. Even tho it’s a couple towns away, it’s still under 15 minutes to get there.

The church is in a storefront building in The Worst part of town. Intentionally. Because they like to minister to street people. However, once you walk in the front door, it’s drop-dead gorgeous. God’s gifted Pastor Debbie and some of the women with the ability to transform with paint and accessories – WOW. I should’ve made pictures; I will next week – it’s that pretty!

As we walked across the parking lot, Ken commented that he felt really good about the place. I did too! I looked up and the name of the church is “New Day” (which is what God woke me up with yesterday morning! )

So, breakfast first – coffee and snackies – and meet & greet. We knew some of the people from Calvary and had met others at Tommy’s birthday party last summer. Many of us have a love of prophecy and revival in common.

So, church starts and we’re warned two things by new friends – #1, people tend to get VERY active (flags, tambourines, dancing, somersaults, and falling down…often with no catcher and no injury :D ) and #2, nobody’s in a hurry.

That translated to about 2 and a half hours of worship! During which I got to dance, and I got to be on my face before God, and I got to dance again in a group – something I’ve never done and the ladies just welcomed me into! – and I got two extremely accurate words of knowlege given to me – one by the worship leader and one by someone on the prophetic team. Neither had ever seen me before… and I mean extremely accurate. And Pastor Mike spoke at length about people having dug wells in various places in the past and those wells came up dry, and it was necessary to dig again, not to give up… Ken and I were both crying…

There was, for some reason we never learned, a Messianic Jewish group there – three men and a woman. Pastor Mike called them up to the front and they prayed and prophesied over them, and then one of the men sang prophetically… O WOW. That was the sort of thing like hearing a shofar – everyone stops silent and then cheers!

The message, when we got to it (no one was in a hurry!) was very good. Pastor’s been preaching about the anointing, what it is, the concept of a transferable anointing and what it is (and isn’t)… it was meaty stuff.

After the service ended, we were offered private prophetic ministry. I’ve never done anything like that before so I had NO idea what to expect. People desiring this ministry were brought to small rooms on either side of the sanctuary. We were brought in one by one, with a team of 3 people, who prayed, and then offered prophecy, and then prayed a blessing. The prophecy given by each in turn was spot-on and things that couldn’t be guessed.  VERY cool. I’ve never seen it done like that before.

Afterwards we hung out a while and caught up with some old friends, and the lady who’d invited me to dance came and hugged my neck and invited me to be on the dance team! Me! With three left feet and a very ungraceful body! I’m SO excited!

Ken got to sit with Pastor Mike for a while and he shared “The Short Version” of how we ended up at his church. He was astonished that anyone would be asked to leave a church under the circumstances we were asked to leave under. We like that Pastor Mike and his team are all about raising people up to do the work of the ministry (like the Bible says to do!) So he’s going to call us during the week and touch base with us about it all.

So… I don’t know if we’ve found our new church, but we’re asking God, “Please, please, let us stay…”

05/06/09 and 05/11/09 update: I got an email on 5/6 from our former pastor. He has a radically different perspective on the events resulting in our departure. At first, I simply added a disclaimer here stating that – but yesterday the Lord showed me that I really don’t need to do that. God owns my reputation, and He owns our former pastors’ reputations, and He *will* be dealing with all things. Not my place, not my problem; my only obligation in this is to adhere to Matthew 5:44,45. Therefore, I’ve done a bit of editing in this post.
 

I’ve had a series of dreams, visions, and words from the Lord lately. I’ve been seeking God and also checking the imagery with prophetic people who have a lot more background in this than me.

I believe they speak to the revival and to the resulting division in the church.

#1 Nuclear War Dreams

I’ve had two dreams which are very similar – enough so that I think they’re God showing me the same thing in two different ways.

Backstory: When I was a child – 5th grade – I was more than a bit of a science geek. :) I became fascinated with nuclear weapons and, in me-typical fashion, I learned everything there was to know about the things. I could speak intelligently on everything from ballistic theory to bomb components to differences between our weapons and the Russians’… and also knew an awful lot about surviving a nuclear war. If the initial blast didn’t wipe me off the face of the earth, I had a plan. (I was just that sort of child) I haven’t really thought about any of that in years. I think God wanted to show me a megadisaster that I could understand so well.

In both dreams, I was in a public place with many other people – some family/friends/church folks and some who I did not know. in the first dream, we were in an office building in Washington, DC. In the second, we were in the control tower of the airport. The group became aware that nuclear war had broken out and that bombs were headed our way. Because of my knowledge in this area, I became a leader in both dreams. I began to warn people that we should retreat to (what would serve as) the fallout shelter. Some people came, but some didn’t. Those that didn’t remained outside, fussing at us for our stupidity and fussing at each other. There was quite a lot of drama about it.

In both dreams, we shut the door and sealed it. Too late, people wanted to get in… but we could not allow them in or the radiation would be able to come in also. In the first dream, this happened after the bombs fell and there was a great earthquake. In the second, it actually happened before the bombs fell, when I went out of the control tower to use the bathroom. The people wanted to get in, but we couldn’t let them in. At the time, I wasn’t sure why. (There’s a lot more to the dreams, they were incredibly detailed… but that’s the important bits.)

I always know a spiritual dream from a natural one – these were both spiritual dreams given to me to illustrate something to me. I thought at first that these were evangelism-related… but then I equated it to the five wise and five foolish virgin parable, then a couple other people did so, confirming it for me.

I think that’s what God is getting at. There’s a group of people who are waiting for His return (the church), and some are making ready, being sure there’s oil in their lamps… others are wasting time, they’re not going to be ready, they’re not going to care that there’s no oil in their lamps until they discover to their horror that they need it.

#2 Division in the Church

Saturday afternoon, I got a word from the Lord that much of the division in the church over the revival is God separating those who are hungry from those who are not. Those who want Him will begin seeking Him with their whole hearts, and those who do not will bite and devour and feud and holler. (I humbly refer you to Galatians 5)

Does that mean that everyone who loves God must embrace Todd Bentley and the goings-on at Lakeland? No. Not at all (God made that clear). Todd Bentley is not the litmus test. Jesus is. If you don’t like TB’s style, forget about him. Pursue God with a holy passion and let revival break out in you, and begin to take it to the world. God is no respecter of persons. If you desire Him, He will give of Himself to you. The Lord does not care about the method, the place, or the man… He cares about His bride and her preparation for His return to her.

Those who are truly His and truly about His business (occupy until I come) will pursue God to the limits of human capacity, with a singular laser-like focus on Him.

Those who are not will continue to bite and devour and feud and holler. Where will they be when Jesus comes? Biting and devouring and feuding and hollering… not desperate for His presence, not seeking him with a whole heart, not inflamed with passion for Him.

#3 “There is a river whose streams make glad the city of our God”

Last night at the revival, the worship leader sang this bit of Scripture. It’s from Psalm 46… “there is a river whose streams make glad the city of our God”. I had never really given the passage much thought before, but as I was singing it last night I had a vision of streams feeding into a great river leading to the city of God and to His throne. The streams were made up of revivals, past, present, and future, and of people hungry and passionate and pursuing God. People willing to die for Him. People willing to truly LIVE for Him. The streams were many different colors and the effect was quite visually stunning, because as they joined into the river they remained their own color – red, blue, purple, green, etc… but as they passed before God they became perfect, pure and clear.

There were other streams, choked with litter and corruption and pollution and not colorful at all. These streams tried to join the ones traveling to God, and even tried to impede the ones who were joining the river up ahead… but try as they might, they could not disrupt the flow. (those colorful streams were passionate and wanting to be in God’s presence) Some of these streams were the current anti-revival folks… some were movements of men that sought to bind others in Pharisaical shackles… some of them were streams that thought they could go their own way. None of those streams passed before the throne of God. They were diverted into another river which veered away from God and seemed to fall off the edge of a cliff. Where it went from there I did not see.


I think this bears repeating: Todd Bentley is not the litmus test. Jesus is.

Pursue God with a holy passion and let revival break out in you, and begin to take it to the world. Those who are truly His .. will pursue God … with a singular laser-like focus on Him. Those who are not will … be … biting and devouring and feuding and hollering (when Jesus comes)…

Pursue God, or pursue man. The choice is yours.

Consider this, Bride of Christ… how are YOU preparing for His soon return? Are you spending your time focused on what others are doing? Are you criticizing? Are you gossiping? Are you seething with rage and spewing hate from your mouth? Do you bless God and curse men (James 3:9)?

Or are you spending your time preparing… making yourself lovely for Him… passionately pursuing Him to the exclusion of everything else? You don’t have to become a holy roller. You don’t have to become a charismatic. You don’t have to become part of the Lakeland revival. PURSUE GOD.

God is separating the streams into two rivers. There will be some on the outside, those who are not inflamed with passion for Him, those who chose not to pursue HIM, those whose streams are choked with litter and pollution…

This is why I said in an earlier post that not all division in the church is a bad thing. Sometimes, it’s a God thing. He exposes the motives and the heart, and those who are pure in heart will see God.

Shift your focus. Clear the junk out of your stream and be purified. Give your attention to Jehovah God.

Kay Sharpe


I'm a laid-down lover of Jesus Christ. I write about my King and His Kingdom, the Bible, revival, healing, prophecy, faith, and more... plus I throw in recipes, tips, news and politics items, reviews, and all sorts of random things just for fun. Until recently, I was known as "Kathi"... but my name is now Kay. It's a good, God thing... :) The opinions expressed in this blog are mine and mine only - not necessarily shared by my husband, our church, my employers, or anyone else.

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